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March 19, 2008
Lost/ 9:15 AM Once again, i can't get to sleep.. And here i am, blogging crap. Somehow or other, managed to tell my parents about the news. Guess that's good news right? Said they would call up the school to talk about the issue. Well hopfully that helps as much as i hoped it would. Yeah i know some of you must be thinking "Wtf ? A 19 years old guy can't even settle a problem by himself?" That's true. But think about this, i'm still a "student" there as long as i'm not certified "Graduated" like it was supposed to be. So a student like me can't do much. Furthermore, that's what my parents are there for. Have been thinking about this. I've spent 5 years in secondary school, 1 which i wasn't even supposed to spent. Another 2 years in ITE (maybe an additional 3 months or so for a screwed up text message). Compared to my other schoolmates in secondary school, they're either in polytechnic, graduating soon or serving NS. Some had even started their own family. As for me, i'm neither here nor there. Thought i had things figured out these 2 years. But now there's this extra 3 months that i'm unsure of myself. I've wasted alot of time on things i should and shoudn't do. If truth be told, this 3 uncertain months are nothing compared to the amount of time i've wasted myself. I don't know what to do everyday now. Feel unsure of everything. If i managed to get a part time job, i might need to be back in school. If i don't get a job, i'll just rot away. Can't possibly be going out every single day. My parents don't owe a money copying machine. Even if they do, it's illegal. So can anyone give me suggestions...? Even now when i wanna sign in to msn, that fucking thing is not letting me. Geez.. Guess when you're down on luck everything goes down with it. Even my hp and PSP batteries are going down equally fast considering the fact that i charged them to 100% and didn't really play it. Well anyway, guess i just have to wait for my parents to settle this for me before i can do anything else. Meanwhile i'll still have to bear with people asking me when i'm graduating whenever they see me... |
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