recents
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March 18, 2008
Trying Hard Isn't All There's To It Ehh.?/ 12:54 AM Lol don't really know the reasons myself, suddenly had a feeling i should start a blog. At least hopefully, i can share with whoever is reading, my thoughts, feelings and what's happening around me everyday. What a start to my day. I haven't slept almost the whole night just for this very day which i thought i knew was the last and most important day. Last wednesday i received a call from my teacher saying there's some incompleted work that i had to do before i left ITE in order to get my certificate. He told me the day was today 18/03/2008 that i had to go back to school to finish up whatever i left undone. So i was thinking, i spent 2 years in this school which wasn't as nice as i thought it would be, hoping to get a certificate (info-comm) at the end of the course to at least prove to myself that i'm not as useless as i am thought i am. Decided that today was the last day, although it's an extra journey to school, i didn't really mind, considering the fact that my attendance was undesirable from my previous traunt. I woke up at 7am which was way before my alarm went off, hoping to at least get a call from my teacher to confirm the timing which i was supposed to be in school. ( No, i did not receive any timing from my teacher beforehand.) Got out of bed at 7.45am and sat at the sofa waiting for that call that seems to take forever to come. Finally it came at 8am and i answered... Mr Samuel : Hello, Sylvester ah. Sylvester : Ya, Hm.. what time do i have to be in school today? Mr Samuel : We sent a sms to you last thursday you never receive meh? Sylvester : Huh!? What SMS~?? Mr Samuel : We sent a sms to you last week le. Told you the date for today's lesson was shifted to last friday. Sylvester : WTF~ How come i never receive it!? Mr Samuel : No one informed you about the lesson change? Sylvester : No one la. Why did you think i woke up so early today??? Mr Samuel : Aiyo.. They keyed in the marks for the module liao leh. Sylvester : Means What??? Mr Samuel : Means that you must retake the module loh. Sylvester : ........................... Mr Samuel : Aiya, i oso dunno how le. Cause the section head want's the marks to be keyed in by friday mahs. I try help you ask see can do anything about it or not then get back to you. Sylvester : ..... kies... Yea.. Kindof great eh. So for that period of time i sat there like an idiot waiting for an sms which hopefully tells me i can at least go back to school to complete my work today so i don't have to stay another f**king 3 months in that school to redo a whole module for an sms i didn't receive. Here's the next sms that he sent.. "I was just informed that the J2ME makeup class was shifted to last friday. And now the marks are already entered into the system. So you would need to redo the module when term starts. I will keep you informed of the detailed arrangements." I had no idea when but my dad helped me check my NS enlistment. Told me that it was in June. No idea when in june though. I was so hoping that i can spent this last 2 and half or 3 months smoothly doing what i want with no bumps and let it past happily before my enlistment. Guess it ain't gonne be as "smooth" as i hoped it would be and it definitely won't be the "last" and most "important" day of school like i thought it would be and should have been. Seriously i don't know how to put it though to my parents.. I've been thinking.. If the course ends in June before my enlistment, i'll just go to school quietly without (almost) anyone knowing. However, if it does crash with my enlistment.. i'll have to inform them about it.. Just imagine the reaction they'll have.. I mean.. retaking a module's for maybe another 3 months never gonna be anything good. But then it's not really my fault i didn't receive the sms rite? ~.~ Well anyway, guess i should stop here. Not really in the mood to continue blogging and my sis's watching S-pop repeat. i wanna watch too. ^^ Take care peeps~ |
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