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August 02, 2008
Mr. Quek Jin Yuen/ 12:19 PM Ha. My last post was in june 18. that's recently right? it's within half a month, so it's not considered very long that i didn't post =). Well anyway, decided to come here after reading Quek's blog.. Back to your emo state again? Some things juz never change yea? You're really so much like me. Those things that you think about, those things you said. It ran through my mind too recently. Made me realise how close we were and those time we spent together retaining. Although it sucks but still we got that Ong Shit at that time. Though he behaves like a bastard and is actually one, he ain't that bad when we retained. Dun think so much abt sec days le. No point. Make new frenz, good! Look at the amount of comments you got in ur tag box. Those encouragement from your poly friends. How long have you known them? How long have you known me? Compare these 2. And see the difference that we make. They're able to do things that i can't. They can help you up when you're down. I can only go further down with you. That brings us no where right? I'm going NS in like September? We most probably won't be meeting for hell of a long time. So stop being so emotional. Can't find people to talk to, call me. I'm always free. (before i go NS) Otherwise, go find Rice. Or Bitch. They'll hear you out i'm sure. As for your mom, get use to it. You've got to live with her for at least another 5 years. So don't bother so much about her. I know how bad can her nagging gets. =) We haven't contacted in months now. Don't really know how you're coping. I'm doing fine so far. Other than your emotional problems, hope you are too. I know maybe you're thinking, "Ah crap forget it, talking to my poly friends ain't gonna help. They won't understand. They'll try to cheer me up or comfort me but they still don't understand me" "Don't wanna bother Ed sinced he juz entered poly not long and so long no contact Syl. Maybe he won't give a shit about me at all. Don't bother him." But hey, i'm still here ok. Remember those times we used to talk on the phone and the things we chat about, you'll understand what i mean. You're still my friend and will always be. Maybe those things i say sounds gay. lols. But still, read it over and you can sms me if you want. Going slp now. Tired. Nites and Take Care Alwayzz |
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